December 15, 2011

Well ok so I got to meet one of the cutest baby girls ever today! Beth is adorable and with her being a rainbow baby I felt a since of hope for the future! I can not wait to get pregnant! I want a baby to hold and bring home and raise! I want it now! Santa all I want for christmas is to be pregnant and have a happy healthy baby by next christmas! I am so thankful for everyone that has been there for me thru all this and the ones that have been supportive thru all my good and bad days. I am going to have a good christmas but I know that I will have my moments. I love all of u so much!

December 8, 2011

OK so I know I said I wasn't going to post agian til after the holidays, but you know what the hell...ok to play catch up alot has happened. Thanksgiving Was Awesome and Yummy!!!! it was a great family gathering was missing a few but I know they were watching over us :-) We got our christmas tree up....it was a little bitter sweet, I love Christmas it has always been my Favorite Holiday and my daddy's too but this christmas I was suppose to be buying toys and dolls and all the stuff for Lainey but instead of changing diapers I am changing Flowers on her grave (which are gorgeous if I do say so myself and I Do!) But I got all my christmas gifts to mail ready and I have all my christmas cards made out and ready to be sent...I love Christmas! there has been a few days this past month that I have not been excited about Christmas, but at this point all I can think of is February is so close! me and eric have decided to try for a November baby since that is the BEST month ever...I mean Me , Him and His mom are november babies! The Christmas parade was tonight and I heard the sirens all the way at my house....I cant wait to take my kids to the parade and to meet santa and just enjoy every single breathe they breathe as long as I am here. I love seeing all the babies on facebook getting dressed for christmas and sitting in front of the tree.....it just makes me smile and I love it! well enjoy the photos below and Goodnight!!!

                                                                 Lainey's Fall Spray
                                           E-Or with Lainey's Plate Look At Those Big Feet!
Lainey's Angel with Her New Bouquet
Lainey's Christmas Spray
                                                                 Lainey's Butterflies
Our Tree Topper We Don't need an Angel atop our Tree
We have one in Heaven (it has Lainey's Picture in the Middle)
The Shoe has Lainey's name and weight on the bottom
The angel ornament on the bottom was made by a Fellow Angel Mommy
She lives in Las Vegas and she made this by hand out of clay!