Well Happy New Year guys. Well its official I have taken my last birth control pill and we are going to start trying for a rainbow baby soon. I am so excited I can't wait to be pregnant again and I pray everything goes great and we have no complications this time. We are going back to UAMS with this pregnancy due to the fact I love them and they will take care of me and the baby and they have the best equipment there is in the state of Arkansas and I will be high risk this pregnancy. Im so excited and scared at the same time. Im ready to be a earth mommy! Oh! We finally got Lainey's headstone it looks so good I love it! Photo below! The new year brings new joys and new tears but I want to make the best of this year and enjoy every minute! I have a wonderful and supportive family who has been through all of this no matter how bad it got I love y'all. All I have to say is Lord help me through this year and hold my family close because I am truly not sure if we can handle anymore bad news! Grant us peace and hold us as we try for another child and watch over us as we go through this wonderful journey of love. Peace and love to all of y'all and count your blessings because they may not be there tomorrow!
